So They Say

The poet's eye, in a fine frenzy rolling,
Doth glance from heaven to earth,
from earth to heaven;
And as imagination bodies forth
The forms of things unknown,
the poet's pen
Turns them to shapes,
and gives to airy nothing
A local habitation and a name.
-Shakespeare: A Midsummer Night's Dream


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Sam Testa
January 22, 1920
 October 13, 1990
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Forever

My father tells me
that when he was a boy
he once crashed a ball
through a neighbor's window.

He does not mean to,
but he lies.

I know that aeons ago
the world was ice
and mud
and fish climbed out of the sea
to reptiles on land
to dinosaurs and mammals;

and I know also
that archeologists have found
remains of ancient times
when men lived in caves
and worshipped weather.

Nonetheless I know
that my father,
a grown man,
coming home at night
with work-lines in his face
and love for me hidden behind
the newspaper in his hand,
has always been so
since the world began.
-Eve Merriam
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Nothing Gold Can Stay
Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
- Robert Frost
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My Little One

My little one whose tongue is dumb,
whose fingers cannot hold to things,
who is so mercilessly young
he leaps upon the instant things.

I hold you not. Indeed, who could?
He runs into the burning wood.
Follow, follow, if you can!
He will come out grown to a man

and not remember whom he kissed,
who caught him by the slender wrist
and bound him by a tender yoke
which, understanding not, he broke.
Tennessee Williams
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As Much As You Can

And if you cannot make your life as you want it,
at least try this
as much as you can: do not disgrace it
in the crowding contact with the world,
in the many movements and all the talk.
Do not disgrace it by taking it,
dragging it around often and exposing it
to the daily folly
of relationships and associations,
till it becomes like an alien burdensome life.
-Cavafy
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Covenant

If you are happy, I will give you an apple,
if you are anxious, I will twist your arm,
and if you permit me,
I will be glad to hold you close to my
heart forever and do you no harm.

If I am happy, will you give me an apple?
If I am anxious, you may twist my arm.
And if you would like to,
I would like you to hold me close to your
heart forever and do me no harm.

This is a bargain, only two can make it.
This is a covenant offered with desperate calm,
it being uncertain that lovers can drive out demons
with the gift of an apple or the twist of an arm.
Tennessee Williams
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All force strives forward to work far and wide
To live and grow and ever to expand;
Yet we are checked and thwarted on each side
By the world's flux and swept along like sand:
In this internal storm and outward tide
We hear a promise, hard to understand:
From the compulsion that all creatures binds,
Who overcomes himself, his freedom finds.
-Goethe, The Mysteries
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The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
-Robert Frost
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The Girl Who Died #1

"Look!" she cried.
"I am not perfect
but still your sister.
Love me!"
But the mob beat her
and kicked her
and shaved her head;
until she saw exactly
how wrong she was.
-Alice Walker
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Voices

Ideal and dearly beloved voices
of those who are dead, or of those
who are lost to us like the dead.

Sometimes they speak to us in our dreams;
sometimes in thought the mind hears them.

And for a moment with their echo other echoes
return from the first poetry of ours lives-
like music that extinguishes the far-off night.
-Cavafy
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Lament For The Moths
A plague has stricken the moths,
the moths are dying,
their bodies are flakes of bronze on
the carpets lying.
Enemies of the delicate everywhere
have breathed a pestilent mist into
the air.

Lament for the velvety moths, for
the moths were lovely.
Often their tender thoughts, for
they thought of me,
eased the neurotic ills that
haunt the day.
Now an invisible evil takes
them away.

I move through the shadowy room,
I cannot be still,
I must find where the treacherous
killer is concealed.
Feverishly I search and still
they fall as fragile as ashes
broken against a wall.

Now that the plague has taken
the moths away,
who will be cooler than
curtains against the day,
who will come early and softly
to ease my lot
as I move through the shadowy
rooms with a troubled
heart?
-Tennessee Williams
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Sweet are the uses of adversity,
Which, like the toad, ugly and venomous,
Wears yet a precious jewel in his head;
And this our life, exempt from public haunt,
Finds tongues in trees, books in the running brooks,
Sermons in stones, and good in everything.
I would not change it.
Shakespeare - As You Like It
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 Faint As Leaf Shadow

Faint as leaf shadow does he fade
and do you fade in touching him.
And as you fade, the afternoon
fades with you and is cool and dim.

A wall that rises through no space,
division which is shadow-thin
his eyelids close upon your eyes
quicksilver which bewilders him.

And then you softly say his name
as though his name upon your tongue
a wall could lift against the drift
of shadow that he fades among.

Sometimes those frontiers of the twain
may seem no longer to exist,
but why then is the breath disturbed,
and does the silver body twist,

and why the whisper of a name
as though inquiring, Is it true?
Which goes unanswered until sleep
has loosened his fierce hold of you.
-Tennessee Williams

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Desires
Like beautiful bodies of the dead who had not grown old
and they shut them, with tears, in a magnificent mausoleum,
with roses at the head and jasmine at the feet-
that is how desires look that have passed
without fulfillment; without one of them having achieved
a night of sensual delight, or a moonlit morn.
-Cavafy
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Hope Is The Thing With Feathers

Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune without the words,
And never stops at all,

And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.

I've heard it in the chilliest land
And on the strangest sea;
Yet, never, in extremity,
It asked a crumb of me.
-Emily Dickenson
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The Unknown Citizen
(To JS/07 M 378 This Marble Monument Is Erected by the State)

He was found by the Bureau of Statistics to be
One against whom there was no official complaint,
And all the reports on his conduct agree
That, in the modern sense of an old-fashioned word, he was a saint,
For in everything he did he served the Greater Community.
Except for the War till the day he retired
He worked in a factory and never got fired,
But satisfied his employers, Fudge Motors Inc.
Yet he wasn't a scab or odd in his views,
For his Union reports that he paid his dues,
(Our report on his Union shows it was sound)
And our Social Psychology workers found
That he was popular with his mates and liked a drink.
The Press are convinced that he bought a paper every day
And that his reactions to advertisements were normal in every way.
Policies taken out in his name prove that he was fully insured,
And his Health-card shows he was once in a hospital but left it cured.
Both Producers Research and High-Grade Living declare
He was fully sensible to the advantages of the Installment Plan
And had everything necessary to the Modern Man,
A phonograph, a radio, a car and a frigidaire.
Our researchers into Public Opinion are content
That he held the proper opinions for the time of year;
When there was peace, he was for peace:  when there was war, he went.
He was married and added five children to the population,
Which our Eugenist says was the right number for a parent of his generation.
And our teachers report that he never interfered with their education.
Was he free? Was he happy? The question is absurd:
Had anything been wrong, we should certainly have heard.
-W.H. Auden
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Words
We are spendthrifts with words,
We squander them,
Toss them like pennies in the air-
Arrogant words,
Angry words,
Cruel words,
Comradely words,
Shy words tiptoeing from mouth to ear.
But the slowly wrought words of love
And the thunderous words of heartbreak-
These we hoard.
-Pauli Murry
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A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight,
and his punishment is that he sees the
dawn before the rest of the world.
-Oscar Wilde
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Somehow and for some vague and inane reason,
we have decided it is better to be exploited,
misused, battered and bedraggled
than to become disagreeable.
We think that possibly the brute,
who is prepared to treat a victim
in the most unkind way,
will be coerced into being more kind
if the victim is courteous.
I don't agree. If I am attacked,
when I have done nothing to warrant an attack,
or even if I have,
I work myself up into a fury
much more explosive than the miscreant can imagine.
I jump into a righteous lather.
And I mean to make myself more to deal
with than the brute can handle.
I mean, if I can make myself get mad
before I get scared - the evildoer will rue the day.
-Maya Angelou
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Shallow understanding from people of good will
is more frustrating than absolute
misunderstanding from people of ill will.
Martin Luther King Jr.
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Lord, girl, there's only two or three things
I know for sure....
Only two or three things.
That's right....
Of course it's never the same things,
and I'm never as sure as I'd like to be.
-Dorothy Allison
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And then the day came,
when the risk to remain tight in a bud
was more painful then
the risk it took to Blossom.
-Anais Nin
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I think it pisses God off
if you walk by the color purple
in a field somewhere and don't notice it.
-Alice Walker
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I don't mind straight people
so long as they act gay in public.
 T-shirt slogan
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You laugh at me because I'm different.
I laugh at you because you're all the same.
T-shirt slogan
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We are not enemies, but friends.
We must not be enemies.
Though passion may have strained,
it must not break our bonds of affection.
The mystic chords of memory…
stretching to every living heart…
will yet swell the chorus…
when again touched,
as surely they will be,
by the better angels of our nature.
-Abraham Lincoln
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What Happens To A Dream Deferred?

What happens to a dream deferred?
Does it dry up
like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore-
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over-
Like a syrupy sweet?
Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.

Or does it explode?
-Langston Hughes
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I started out with nothing
and I still have most of it left!
-Unknown
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All of these moments
will be lost in time
like tears in rain.
-The Blade Runner
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To see a world in a grain of sand
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand
And eternity in an hour.
-William Blake
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The Young Desire It

In the land below the winds
a boy runs swift with gallows's feet.
He runs through tundra
stripped as bare
as any lover in your arms.
Could I still run I would
compete with the wind's
own shining feet.
-Oswell Blakeston
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I have learned silence from the talkative,
toleration from the intolerant,
and kindness from the unkind;
yet, strange,
I am ungrateful to those teachers.
-Kahlil Gibran
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In the end we will remember
 not the words of our enemies
but the silence of our friends.
-Martin Luther King
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The Leaden-Eyed

Let not young souls be smothered out before
They do quaint deeds and fully flaunt their pride.
It is the world's one crime its babes grow dull,
Its poor are ox-like, limp and leaden-eyed.
Not that they starve, but starve so dreamlessly,
Not the they sow, but that they seldom reap,
Not that they serve, but have no gods to serve,
Not that they die, but that they die like sheep.
-Vachel Lindsay
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The longest day must have its close.
The gloomiest night will wear on to a morning.
An eternal inexorable lapse of moments
Is ever hurrying the day of evil to an eternal night
And the night of the just to an eternal day.
-Harriet Beecher Stowe
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When I was younger,
I could remember anything,
whether it had happened or not;
but my faculties are decaying now
and soon it shall be so I cannot remember
any but the things that never happened.
It is sad to go to pieces like this
but we all have to do it.
-Mark Twain
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Among School Children

Labor is blossoming or dancing where
The body is not bruised to pleasure soul,
Nor beauty born out of its own despair,
Nor blear-eyed wisdom out of midnight oil.
O chestnut tree, great rooted blossomer,
Are you the leaf, the blossom or the bole?
O body swayed to music, O brightening glance,
How can we know the dancer from the dance?
-William Butler Yeats
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When authorities warn you of the sinfulness of sex,
there is an important lesson to be learned.
Do not have sex with the authorities.
-Matt Groening
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A Theory Of Holes:
When you find yourself in one,
stop digging!
-Unknown
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Monotony

One monotonous day follows another
identical monotony. The same things
will happen, they will happen again-
the same moments find us and leave us.

A month passes and ushers in another month.
One can easily guess the coming events;
they are those tedious of yesterday.
And the morrow ends by not resembling a morrow.
-Cavafy
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Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day
To the last syllable of recorded time,
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And is heard no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.
Shakespeare - Macbeth  
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Candles

The days of our future stand before us
like a row of little lighted candles-
golden, warm, and lively little candles.

The days gone by remain behind us,
a mournful line of burnt-out candles;
the nearest ones are still smoking,
cold candles, melted and bent.

I do not want to look at them; their form saddens me,
and it saddens me to recall their first light.
I look ahead at my lighted candles.

I do not want to turn back, lest I see and shudder-
how quickly the somber line lengthens,
how quickly the burnt-out candles multiply.
-Cavafy
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Birches

When I see birches bend to left and right
Across the lines of straighter darker trees,
I like to think some boy's been swinging them.
But swinging doesn't bend them down to stay
As ice storms do. Often you must have seem them
Loaded with ice a sunny winter morning
After a rain. They click upon themselves
As the breeze rises, and turn many-colored
As the stir cracks and crazes their enamel.
Soon the sun's warmth makes them shed crystal shells
Shattering and avalanching on the snow crust-
Such heaps of broken glass to sweep away
You'd think the inner dome of heaven had fallen.
They are dragged to the withered bracken by the load,
And they seem not to break; though once they are bowed
So low for long, they never right themselves:
You may see their trunks arching in the woods
Years afterwards, trailing their leaves on the ground
Like girls on hands and knees that throw their hair
Before them over their heads to dry in the sun.

But I was going to say when Truth broke in
With all her matter-of-fact about the ice-storm
I should prefer to have some boy bend them
As he went out and in to fetch the cows-
Some boy too far from town to learn baseball,
Whose only play was what he found himself,
Summer or winter, and could play alone.
One by one he subdued his father's trees
By riding them down over and over again
Until he took the stiffness out of them,
And not one but hung limp, not one was left
For him to conquer. He learned all there was
To learn about not launching out too soon
And so not carrying the tree away
Clear to the ground. He always kept his poise
To the top branches, climbing carefully
With the same pains you use to fill a cup
Up to the brim, and even above the brim.
Then he flung outward, feet first, with a swish,
Kicking his way down through the air to the ground.

So was I once myself a swinger of birches.
And so I dream of going back to be.
It's when I'm weary of considerations,
And life is too much like a pathless wood
Where your face burns and tickles with the cobwebs
Broken across it, and one eye is weeping
From a twig's having lashed across it open.

I'd like to get away from earth awhile
And then come back to it and begin over.
May no fate willfully misunderstand me
And half grant what I wish and snatch me away
Not to return. Earth's the right place for love:
I don't where it's likely to go better.
I'd like to go by climbing a birch tree,
And climb black branches up a snow-white trunk
Toward heaven, till the tree could bear no more,
But dipped its top and set me down again.
That would be good both going and coming back.
One could do worse than be a swinger of birches.
-Robert Frost
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